on: 2001-05-30
@: 1:13 p.m.

care is a bitch

i feel really tearful and pissed off!!!!!!!

i've just had enough of being in stoke and i want to go home!!!! actually, i don't really want to go home thats going to be worse then being here considering the care situation but i want to get away from that bitch that is my carer today!!!!!!!!!

(1) she is going to be my carer for the ball and has asked her boyfriend if he wants to come - without asking me what i think and if she had the answer would be no i don't think its appropriate maybe if she was with her precious Sam she could but not if shes with me but of course shes not asked me and i'm not confident enough to just come out and tell her that

(2) she keeps getting at me about doing revision for tomorrow - yeah i know i should be but i've just been told that gran's gonna be in hospital for another 6-8 weeks and i'm not really in the right frame of mind.

(3) she reminded me that these results count towards my placement - i know but i am really going to struggle with getting a placement and probably aren't going to do one even tho i want to and i said one of the probs was wheelchair access and she had the nerve to tell me that most of the offices nowadays are wheelchair accessible - hello? wheelchair access is not just lifts and ramps - most places think they are but aren't and then had the nerve to tell me that i shouldn't burn my bridges or some shit

i could really do with a hug and a chat but instead i get loads of shit from a bitch who doesn;'t even want to be here doing my care

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