on: Sunday, Nov. 11, 2001
@: 11:39 p.m.

huh

a few days and no entry from me! this is just gonna be a quickie because i'm waiting for sam to forward and e-mail to my hotmail for me as i can't log into my uni one! was in bed but me and Rach are having major problems and Lesley came in and told me that shes e-mailed me about it so i want to read it before i sleep!

why are me and rach having probs again? because she really pissed me off when mum, dad and soph were here earlier because she basically invited herself into my room and stayed for like almost an hour - the last hour they were here and never even gave me any privacy when we were saying buy. then i text sam to say about karaoke and was saying i was thinking of going to Leek Road because i was so angry with rach and i felt like i'd end up smacking her if i spent a long time with her! except instead of sending it to sam i sent it to rach... shit not good

i realisd when her phone beeped right after i clicked send so i said if thats from me it should['ve gone to sam just delete it. but she read it (who wouldn't really?!)

THE SHIT HIT THE FAN!!

i e-mailed her and said that i was really sorry and i never meant for her to get the text but i thought we needed to get some stuff in the open because we keep having little spats. so i keep apologising and i put that i didn't mean to sound bitchy but explained what had pissed me off today and put how i would've handled the situation if it'd been her parents here instead of mine. then i just explained that in general i need her to give me more space and not keep tagging along - like last week when Aysha was here and i left the duty room to give sue some money i owed her and then said that i was going back to talk to aysha and she just followed me back and assumed it was ok

the reply i got back!!!! she was really on the offensive about it and said that i shouldn't get L&T to do my dirty work (because L went to see if she was ok) and that i have to start treating her with decency and respect

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